:)

when the life rolling into today
after the heavy storm
after the hard rain
after the darkness life

after my life seems so dark, like someone turn off the lamp
but only when everything is black out
there is a light
small, warm, bright
the light that never goes out

thank you

Waktu

Waktu berlalu..Ya. Semuanya berdetak, meski kadang kita tidak menyadarinya.

Bagaimana matahari terbit kemudian tenggelam.

Bagaimana hujan berganti pelangi lalu kabut menyelimuti.

Bagaimana hari ini berlalu menjadi hari yang lainnya.

Kenangan terbentuk. Kehidupan silih berganti; bahagia, sendu, galau dan ceria.

Kita harus berjalan ke depan siap atau tidak.

Berpisah; siap atau tidak.

Bertemu; siap atau tidak.

if time is all i have - James Blunt

"If Time Is All I Have"

When you wake up

Turn the radio on

And you'll hear this simple song

That I made up

That I made up for you

When you're driving

Turn the radio up

Cause I can't sing loud enough

Hard these days

To get my message through

If time is all I have

I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back

It's what the broken-hearted do

I'm tired of talking to an empty space

Of silences keeping me awake

When you marry

And you look around

I'll be somewhere in that crowd

Torn up, that it isn't me

When you're older

The memories fade

But I know I'll still feel the same

For as long as I live

But if time is all I have

I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back

It's what the broken-hearted do

I'm tired of talking to an empty space

Of silences keeping me awake

Won't you say my name, one time

Please just say my name

But if time is all I have

I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back

It's what the broken-hearted do

I'm tired of talking to an empty space

Of silences keeping me awake

If time is all I have

I'll waste it all on you

Each day I'll turn it back

It's what the broken-hearted do

I'm tired of talking to an empty space

Of silences keeping me awake

Won't you say my name

When the song is over

move along with mine

Kamu akan menemukan seseorang yang tidak akan pernah pergi ketika perayaan pesta berakhir hanya untuk sekedar membantu beres-beres piring, atau seseorang yang akan mengajakmu berbincang hal-hal remeh, dan mereka yang akan tinggal lebih lama dalam hidupmu untuk sekedar berbagi cerita.

Para sahabat yang telah lama tinggal dalam kehidupanku. Menemukan mereka yang setiap harinya berubah namun tetap sama. Menerima mereka dalam perjalanan kehidupan ini dalam ruang yang jauh lebih lebar dari siapapun.

8 tahun. Hanya sekedar angka. Sebagai penanda saja bahwa kami memang telah lama bertemu dan berteman. Kemarin kami hanyalah anak SMA nyebelin, hari ini kami adalah orang dewasa tanggung--ada yang udah mau nikah, ada yang anti-nikah, ada yang mau kerja, ada yang belum lulus kuliah, lalu esok hari kami adalah...? Siapa yang tahu masa depan. Seperti kami yang tidak pernah membayangkan 8 tahun akan bersahabat--mengarungi waktu bersama. Mungkin akan ku jawab, esok kami adalah individu yang berbeda dari hari ini namun kami terbentuk dari hari ini. Dan persahabatan kami akan terus berlanjut. Hingga nanti..

random thought

This is a cliche . A common thing to ask by someone who get into twenty-something, like me.

"Hidup ini sebetulnya ngapain sih?"

So, what exactly you want from this life? A very happy story or thee miserable plot? Or both?

It doesn't make any sense nowadays, if ask for it. Maybe it's too late. Or maybe it's time for asking that question? The question popping up in my mind, flashing like thunder, very quick to chewing my brain, and spinning over and over in my dream. Like something you just know the answer but it's hard to say.

Somehow, i can answer that question. But is it the best answer?

I can say, i want some happiness in my life. Having a great time with someone i love, having a best job in the world, having a tons money, taking a journey oversea. And other, and other, and other think like it seems so great. But is it truly great?

And now, like i have a lot thing to see over the world. Life is seems so enough for me. Like i don't wanna have better than this. It doesn't mean i'm asking for stop my life, right now. But...my goal seems so absurd. Now, i don't know again what's my next step for my life.